It's insane how time flies so fast. I can't believe that it's only 1 year left before I enter 20s age. Unfortunately I need 19 years of my life to realize that I was too often saying "Later...", "Wait until (number of 20s age)", or "(number) years again" as the replies of every "I want to..." statements. 19 years old, I feel like I'm running out of time. Seems like my bucket list that hung will always be there. Untouchable and unreachable.
For me 20s such as a crusial age. In that range of age, I'll graduate, go to work, buy a house, buy a car, spend my money for vacation, have a boyfriend, get married, even give a birth to my baby. Tons of big events of life, huh?! Entering 20s as a college student and leaving 20s as a young mom probably. Graduate from college, 1st work interview, working chick, having a date, purposed, getting married, honeymoon, pregnant, give a birth to mini me. Kinda a lot things will happen in 20s right 20s consists of 10 years is just a rumor. I only have the half of it to pursue my "Me" dreams. All my dreams about me such as... I want to go around the world I want to buy my own car I want to have my own house I want to take Master degree I want to kill my Acrophobia and enjoying roller coaster etc. so on and on and on I think those selfish dreams should be done before I get married. It is so unfair if I keep pursuing those "Me" dreams while I am having my own family that need my presence, attention, and love. Peeking to young mom life now days, even it is not simple to have a movie-date. Moreover...... pursuing selfish dreams. Since I am not planning to get married around 30s, the time left to attempt my dreams is shorter. Even more, once you have a child, somehow your age is 2x faster than before. Hopefully I have chances to mark my selfish bucket list. Because one day obviously my selfish bucket list will disappear and replace with family bucket list. P.S. : If this blog still exist years later, and my kids see this post. Hey kiddos, I see you! click the X button please or.... I need to talk to you. Now! I'm waiting, kid.
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AuthorHi! I'm Abigail Adeline. You can call me whatever because I have a tons of nicknames. Currently a student and have a big willingness to be a mom in the future (IYALAH!). Through this blog I'm trying to share my experiences because you know what, learn from your own experiences is good but learn from others' experiences is better. Archives
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